Perspective

Sometimes it feels so good to just go out with someone that you feel close to and really get some perspectives on life.
I just went to Porto's with my friend Claudia Choi. She's an actress and was my volleyball coach this year. I love her lots.
Anyways, I had been feeling pretty anxious and scared about where my life is going in the way of volleyball and college. I had been feeling like I was at a major crossroads where I could not have both. I could either focus on volleyball and try to go to some school, crazy far away to play or stay local and just go to college here. I am staring to feel like I can have both if I put the effort in.
Over delicious food, we talked about what I should do and how I should do it, as well as a few discussions about crazy people and perverts. I am so glad that everything is finally starting to take shape and I know what I have to do to get what I want.
Today..was great!