Today

Today was kinda painful. Its so weird how sometimes just being in the presence of the person you like can really burn. It just hurts when you like them so much and seeing them, you just want to reach out and hold them but you know that you cant. I cant tell you what I would give to just hold his hand sometimes. Its even worse that hes so nice. If he was an asshole and never smiled at me or talked to me, things would be so much easier. I just want to cry right now.
I just want to be with him